CrashI drove on the wrong side of the street tonight, but only for a second. Just long enough to see I was the only one going the wrong way, just long enough to almost hit a couple people.But there was nothing more than a scare...I guess they knew who I was looking for. I guess they knew I wouldn't settle for anything less then a head on collision. So I can't blame them for getting out of my way, and at least I left them shaking because we almost hit each other. But they'll never know I'm shaking because we never did.Maybe I should have listened when I was told nothing good would come from trying, Maybe I should have remembered that it would hurt like nothing else. I couldn't resist the chance to feel like only it could make you feel though, and I figured not to try was a form of trying anyways. So I crossed the lines and undermined what everyone had said.Of course I came out safe and sound again. Even though I thought for sure 4am was the perfect time for a crash, you didn't show up.I
Live.Let's rebel.Let's tear ourselves from the things that are holding us back. Let's paint our faces and hair in bright colors and crowd together until we're one giant throng of movement. Our hearts will not beat as one, but they will all beat.Let's defy.Let's spread ourselves like disease. Let's separate our bodies from our minds. We'll all become things of energy and light while we break our beliefs and spit out our religions. Let's abandon rationality and thought and become animals of instinct.Let's break.Let's lose ourselves. Let's become someone else. In the time where we have no thoughts we will be people we want to be. We can be the sinners of good and those who live without fear. Let's splinter normality. Let's be angry and angsty and ecstatic with things we don't understand. Let's believe in something new and breathe something old. In every one of us lives something ugly, so let's let it loose.Let's be. Let's not be. We're alive.Let's live.